Best Surprise Ever....

On Wednesday morning at 2:30 am, Carl wakes me up and tells me he has something to show me and my sister walks into the bedroom.  I wasn't sure if I was sleeping or what was going on and it turns out that it was my sister who drove all the way from Carlsbad, CA during the night to come and surprise us, that is about 8-9 hours away!  I was so excited and so happy to see her.  It meant so much to me that she came to be with us on Thanksgiving and for my birthday.  She really loves me!  Jayden was extremely happy to see his second mama and it made my heart melt seeing them together, it was like she never left!  I never felt more loved in my entire life.  I miss her so much and I know that my heart will ache when she leaves again on Monday.  I hate how times are changing and I just want her to be here forever with me and Jayden!  She is my baby sister and Jayden's second mama.  My little sister is the best sister I could ever ask for in this world.  She is an amazing person. 

My sissy and Me :)

Turning 25...

I only have 9 more days until I turn 25 and I have been meaning to start a blog for so long now so here goes!  My name is Rebecca and I am a mommy to a 3 year old little boy, Jayden!  He means the world to me and helped shape me into the best person that I have ever been.  He literally saved my life and I will never forget that.  His daddy's name is Carl and he is an amazing person.  Carl has so much patience for me and keeps me on track.  If there is anything that I ever want to do he supports me to the fullest.  I love my family so much and they keep me going every single day.  I have a lot of brothers and sisters and I love each of them so much.  I have been in love, had my heart broken, broken hearts and through it all I would not change a thing.  I believe everything happens for a reason and makes you who you are.  I am actually looking forward to turning 25.  I have not done everything that I wanted to do by this point in my life and I am not where I wanted to be but I am in a different place and that place is amazing.  Only good things are to come.